not as active on here because i'm still battling my obstacles and medical issues. Plus its hard to for me to stay so involved with a computer for long periods of time. Latley i prefer being detached from electronics. wow feeling very foggy today. i hope to be working photography with a friend soon while a take a break from school. Life has been pretty rough but I believe i'll make it one way or another. no doctors for awhile will be nice. I wish people would believe more in themselves than others and i wish docs when believe in me when i say i know what i have and feel that they cannot test and quite giving up on me just because they can't see what i feel. Since when do people care if they can see it? People believe in God with faith. Have a little more faith in me and others in my situation please.